I’m literally so upset with Hayden that I’m sitting at Starbucks trying not to cry.
I know he used I check my tumblr but since he’s been acting this way he’s probably not.
I just need to rant.
HOW DO PEOPLE JUST THINK ITS OKAY TO DISAPPEAR?
How do people love each other and then just vanish?
I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. What with past relationships and what butthead is doing now. How can you care so much about someone and then just leave without a single word?
I was thinking about my last relationship the other day. How can you love someone and then just make that decision to leave them forever. That isn’t love. That’s just taking up time with someone.
UGH. How can you be my best friend for three freakin years and then just disappear? You never even told me why. You’re just ignoring me. Hurting my feelings, giving me anxiety, making me feel like I’ve done something to deserve being treated like this. This has been going on for months. He just hasn’t replied. He’s just pretending like he isn’t getting my messages.
If there is anything that he should know it’s that this isn’t how you deal with me. This isn’t how I operate. You don’t just stop. He always does this. Whenever we argue about something he just stops dead in the middle, waits a few days to talk to me, and then pretends like nothing happened. It’s aggravating as HELL. I’m a talker. I like I talk things out. I like to tell people how I feel when something’s going on. But he’s not!
I just feel like shit. I love him so much, don’t get me wrong. I just can’t get the idea out of my mind that maybe he just has had enough of me.I just want to lay down beside someone just to feel someone be there. Is that weird?
Purple: 10 facts about my room
Blue: 9 facts about my family
Green: 8 facts about appearance
Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood
Orange: 6 facts about my home town
Red: 5 facts about my best friend
Pink: 4 facts about my parents
White: 3 facts about my personality
Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things
Black: 1 fact about the person I like
I’ve got a friend and they mean a lot to me.
"But Amanda is my best friend. If you weren’t Amanda, you wouldn’t be my friend."
Please excuse me while I cry.
The Cloisters at Gloucester Cathedral
THIS IS THE BEST VERSION OF PHOTOGRAPHS INTEGRATING PHOTOGRAPHS OF THE SAME PLACE THAT HAS EVER EXISTED
11 word story (via pillsand-coffee)